A month has gone by since I’ve wrote the post about changing my “list”.  I said I was going to change my list, but I believe what I’m going to do is think more about what’s important and all.  The past three weeks have probably been some of the worst of this year, and I would rather not touch it right now.  It’s coming down to this: I’m trying to find someone, when I really don’t need anyone right now.  This is going to be a long entry …

If there’s one thing in my life I’ve not given over to God, I think this area of my life is probably it.  I’m not being patient about it either.  I’m trying to force something that really, at the moment, I do not need.  I do want to get married one day; however, right now that’s getting in the way of everything else.  I’ve been living in denial about it.

I’m not sure where to go from here.  I have ideas, but I’m not sure how to type them out, so I’m not going to.  I’m just going to try to trust more and worry less.  I guess it wasn’t so long after all …

And then there’s this, which I happened to just stumble upon.  Great.  Confused.  Again.